Monday, March 23, 2009

"...let nothing you dismay..."

For some reason I was dragging through work today. Actually, to tell the truth, I was tired before I even got to work.

I was so exhausted I could barely tolerate the idea of walking all the way to one of the farthest cottages (in a very cold New Jersey "Spring" wind, mind you) to pick up (and walk back with) a very bouncy 20-year-old young man with whom I recently began doing music therapy. 

I managed to temporarily get over myself though, and I'm glad I did. 

As soon as he saw me (and his vision isn't all that great), he leaped up (leaped, I tell you- I have witnesses) and bounded over to his box of stuff to drop off the little wrestler action figure he was holding. (He has a small collection of muscle-bound action figures, which: 1) I think are so darn cute, and 2) I find interesting, because he himself is tall and quite slender as yet.) 

Within seconds he was by my side, waiting for me to fish out his flimsy Spring jacket from the closet. (Someone needs to remind the people in his cottage that Spring only happens in name in these parts at this time of year- it's still March, for crying out loud!)

We hummed little rhythms on our way to the Music Room, and he was all chipper and cheery. When we got there, he quickly tossed aside his jacket (after neatly putting his hat in the sleeve) and sat at the piano with the flourish of Liberace. He began playing a dramatic series of clustered notes on the piano (using some of the rhythms he'd been humming as we walked). 

He decided my role for today was to play the guitar, and he waited patiently until I had assembled myself and handed me the instrument. After some dramatic piano music (he had to keep reminding me to keep my hands on the guitar, not the piano), and a couple of quick treks to the window and back, he turned his attention to the guitar. 

He pushed my hands away from the neck and strings, and he gave it a solid strum. As the notes quieted he listened thoughtfully, and he began to sing (he uses a half hum and half "uh" sound to sing) the notes of the open strings on the guitar. He kept repeating them in various patterns (it was very cool), and the pattern he settled on sounded so much like "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" that I had to hum it to him.

And there we were, both of us with the tune completely stuck in our heads, humming away. What particularly intrigued me was that he listened to me carefully and kept adding the different sections as we went along. In other words, he kept humming, over and over, the part he'd learned, and as I added the different sections he added them gradually too.  

I think it was difficult for both of us when it was time to leave. 

I gave up on the usual singing of "goodbye" and improvised some "I'll see you next Monday" sorts of lyrics to the tune of "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" instead. He seemed okay with that mercifully. 

After that we scrambled back into our respective outer gear and headed back to the cottage, still humming the song as we walked. It was very sweet to see how excited he was. 

Admittedly, it's a rare treat to spend time with someone who so bubbles over with music, seemingly from his very soul (!).  Many of the folks I work with love music, but here is someone who just seems positively enchanted with sound!

It was definitely worth the long, chilly walk, and even in my tired state, I was glad to share in his enthusiasm for a time.


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Supervision: Part I: Professional Clinical Supervision

Here's the first part of an article I wrote for the 2009 Winter edition of the NJAMT News (NJAMT is the New Jersey Association for Music Therapy):

Supervision: Part I: Professional Clinical Supervision
Roia Rafieyan, MA, MT-BC
 What is “clinical supervision”?
“The focus of the supervision relationship is to address the complexities involved in helping supervisees in their ongoing (and never-ending) development as competent and compassionate professionals.  Supervision is a relationship, one in which both supervisor and supervisee actively participate and interact.  It is a process of unfolding- not simply following a recipe, but engaging in a rich and dynamic relationship.  Supervision then is also a journey, or odyssey of sorts, in which supervisor and supervisee learn and grow and from which both will very likely leave transformed in some way.”  (Forinash, 2001, “Overview” p. 1, in Music Therapy Supervision (Forinash, Ed.); Gilsum, NH:  Barcelona Publishers)
 We all receive some form of clinical supervision when we are students- either in our field placements or as a crucial element in our internships.  Many of us, however, are unaware of the benefits and availability of clinical supervision once we are finished with our schooling and begin our professional lives.
With the advent of licensure and an increased need for accountability, along with a desire to deepen understanding of music therapy and the various approaches which make up this complex field, supervision has begun to be recognized as a necessary and important part of the process of becoming a practicing music therapist.  
Common misperceptions about supervision:
§       The clinical supervisor will criticize me.
Some music therapists see supervision as being a continuation of their school experience, and they are concerned with being judged (i.e., expecting an encounter similar to that of being graded in school on their skills).  This is an unfortunate misconception. In fact, clinical supervision offers less experienced music therapists the chance to explore and develop their own professional identity. 
§       I’m finally on my own, and I want to try out some of my own ideas. My supervisor will expect me to do exactly what s/he does/says.
Supervision often involves learning from a music therapist whose work is admired and, at least initially, emulated.  Ideally, however, the supervisee is supported as s/he begins to discover and try new or different approaches that are adapted to his/her own personality and style. 
§       My supervisor will give me activity ideas.
In fact, the supervisory relationship is a rich resource, well beyond that of simply sharing ideas for new activities and music experiences.  A skilled clinical supervisor will help the music therapist to process difficult sessions (or relationships with challenging clients) by actively engaging the supervisee in music-making and self-examination.  The use of music during supervision serves as a way to model different ways to use music therapeutically.   
§       My supervisor will have all the answers.
Clinical supervision often follows a developmental process (not unlike the process found in providing music therapy) in which the supervisor offers guidance, not criticism.  It’s a relationship, and it develops in much the same way any therapy relationship develops; however, the focus is somewhat different than in therapy.  It is not uncommon for music therapists to wish for or hope that their supervisor will be able to offer them answers to their most challenging work situations.  One of the ways the clinical supervisor will help is by validating the music therapist’s experiences, reframing a particular problem, or, at the very least, helping to formulate new questions.
(Note: The chapter “Parallel Experiences” by J. Dvorkin and R. Rafieyan [in Inside Music Therapy: Client Experiences, edited by J. Hibben; 1999, Barcelona Publishers] describes the developmental process in the supervisory relationship as it parallels the music therapist’s developing relationship with one of her clients.) 
Who gets clinical supervision? How does one go about finding a clinical supervisor? 
Students get clinical supervision as a part of their schooling.  Professionals, at any point in their work, may choose to receive supervision.  Generally, the supervisory relationship is one in which the supervisee pays the supervisor for the service s/he provides.  Some music therapists work within a creative arts therapy department in their facility.  As such, they may receive clinical supervision within the context of their job.  Others may work under social workers, psychologists, psychiatrists, or psychotherapists.  Again, they may receive ongoing supervision as a benefit of their employment. 
Most music therapists, however, tend to feel somewhat isolated in their workplace, often being the only person providing this specialized service.  Furthermore, while professionals outside of the music therapy field may respect and even be intrigued by this specialized form of work, they may not fully understand what it entails, and they may not be able to offer the kind of support which may be needed. 
Some clinical supervisors advertise their availability in regional and state music therapy newsletters.  Another way to find a supervisor is to contact a music therapist whose work you admire and ask if s/he would be available to provide supervision.  Fees are generally negotiable, and most clinical supervisors will charge about the same fees a music therapist receives for providing private individual music therapy services.  
Additionally, there are ongoing music therapy supervision groups. These are different from peer supervision groups in that they are led by a clinical supervisor who is paid to offer this service.
Who provides clinical supervision?
Clinical supervisors are generally music therapists who have advanced training and experience.  Within the music therapy field, there are a number of specialization areas (Music PsychotherapyGIM, Nordoff-Robbins, Neurologic Music Therapy), and those seeking further training in these areas will often have supervision as a component of the learning. 
It may be helpful to note that clinical supervisors explore countertransference material which the supervisee brings to the supervision session. At times an issue may warrant further exploration which may go beyond the boundaries of the supervisory relationship.  When this happens, an effective supervisor will refer the supervisee to seek his/her own personal psychotherapy (some opt to receive music therapy from another therapist), thus maintaining the boundaries of clinical supervision.
 What does clinical supervision look like?
As you would imagine, clinical supervision is meant to be an interactive process.  Ideally, when supervision is done live, the supervisee is able to explore the clinical issues using music. Generally, the supervisee brings material from his/her work to the session (this may include, but is not at all limited to, work with particularly challenging clients, uncertainty as to how to proceed with a group, strong angry reactions to a co-worker or client, fears of burnout, secondary traumatic stress reactions, difficulty using music, finding oneself attracted to a client, etc.).  
The clinical supervisor helps the supervisee by creating a therapeutic framework within which to understand what s/he is experiencing as a therapist, what her clients(s) may be experiencing, how the music can be used, etc.  How this happens depends, of course, on the needs of the supervisee.  This is why the supervisory relationship is of such importance.  Without the relationship, which provides a solid base, it is difficult for the supervisee to feel safe in exploring all aspects of the work of therapy. 
The second part of the article (which I'll need to finish writing soon) will address peer supervision for music therapists. 


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

A step in a new direction

I have recently had the opportunity to become a clinical supervisor- not a practicum supervisor this time, but I am now someone who is regularly consulted by a professional music therapist for ongoing support and learning.  This is so thrilling and exciting to me!

I certainly haven't made any secret of the fact that I'm a great big fan of clinical supervision, having had my own supervision (with the same clinical supervisor) for the past fifteen years (did I just say fifteen years?  Yikes!). 

I have, on more than one occasion, stated that supervision saved my music therapy life. I'm not being melodramatic in saying that- it's true. Receiving clinical supervision from a more experienced music therapist has given me the confidence to share my work in presentations and in writing, and it's created a deep passion in me for the work that I do. Now it's given me the courage to learn how to support other music therapists as they develop their own professional identity.

I'm finding that being a clinical supervisor asks much the same things of me that being a clinician does. There are many of the same elements- the need to pay attention, slow down, sit quietly sometimes, notice my own reactions, and, of course, there is the ever-present experience of uncertainty.   

I have noticed how much I look forward to these weekly sessions. Even when I don't know the answer, I love the effort it takes to think about how to respond and pondering the cases my supervisee has shared with me after we finish talking.  

More than anything I'm waiting for the day when we can do live clinical supervision, so that we can more easily use the music as a part of the process.  

What an honor to be able to share in another person's journey toward becoming a music therapist.